I’m guessing that you have read Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John at least once by now. The next time you read them, if you manage to convince yourself that when Jesus said anything there about the Kingdom (which He did – A LOT), He wasn’t talking about the church, the difference in what you extract from the words He spoke will change your life and your work and quite likely affect everyone you interact with in the earth in some way.
He didn’t say much about the church. He said a lot about the Kingdom. Think about that when you read it again.